Lately I have been feeling stress plus disappointed.
Everything seems unclear to me.
I can hardly find someone I can ask for an outing. That’s what I have been feeling disappointed about. And I wonder a lot about that.
I’ve tried. I asked all my friends here. Whoever left here. I asked 1 question, just got 1 answer. There I know where I belong. I understand that each of us has a different life, different lifestyle, different commitments.
I never felt so alone and lonely before in my life. But now, yes, I do admit that the loneliness strikes on a regular basis.
I completely feel like a loser.
Now I understand how those having depression feels like. Cause I think I am moving into that direction nowadays.